I'm Happy & Gracious

Today i'm not going to work bcoz' i've to send back my previous house's key.Luckily i managed to get back the key deposit money,rm15.So,this is my last time to be at the room where i've been living for 5 years.It has a lot memories,bad & sweet.I see it for the last time.I've a mix expression;sad to leave it but happy bcoz' now i'm having a new life at a new place which i can call home.
Evening i received a letter from spa.Wonder of wonder,it was a letter asked me to attend an exam;Peperiksaan Perkhidmatan skim 14.I tought i never get it bcoz' i've check in internet but my name didn't appear.It is on 05/04/2008.But the problem is the venue;smk pandan mewah,ampang.I tried to look for the location.It seems very far from my place.Erm,hopefully by that time my boss pay my salary.My fiance promised to send & accompany me there.

Semakan Keputusan Peperiksaan Khas Memasuki Perkhidmatan
Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik

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No. Kad Pengenalan : XXXXXXXXXXXX
Nama Penuh : XXXXXX XXXXX XXXXXX

Tahniah! Anda telah LULUS Peperiksaan Khas Memasuki Perkhidmatan Pegawai Tadbir dan Diplomatik yang telah diadakan pada 16/02/2008.

Then he ask me to check the ptd exam result.Yesterday i've already check but no result yet.Today,it has been informed.Wonder oh wonder,i pass.I PASS!It was a shock bcoz' i didn't expect it at all.I'm not confident during the maths exam.I just 'tembak2' bcoz' i forgot the formula & the time is not enough.Thank goodness.Alhamdulillah.The most happiest person is my fiance bcoz' b4 this he's very confident that i will pass the exam.He gave me a .This mean,i owe him.After the exam,he confidently said that i'll pass it but i didn't.So he bet;if i pass,he wants to eat at kenny rogers & the bills are on me.I agreed.Luckily the bet was easy to fulfill.What if he asked a more expensive things?So,i've to fulfill my promise soonest,may be this weekend if i get my salary.

I'm amazed myself how could i possibly pass the exam whereas i'm confident my maths paper result was sucks.I answered all the question but more than 50% i 'tembak'.At that time,the moast important thing in my head,i answered all.But anyhow,i'm grateful for what Allah had grant me.I've study hard & now it has paid of.This is the 3rd time i've passed the ptd exam.I went to assesment centre once but i didn't attend the 2nd one bcoz' i'm npt confident i'll pass the test.Last year i'm supposed to attend the exam but i didn't bcoz' of unexpected things had happened.So this year i've a new resolution,i'm going to try my luck again.And this saturday i'm going to attend the perkhidmatan skim 14 exam.It was my 2nd time as the 1st time i received no interview even though i pass the exam.Hopefully this year my luck will change.Since this year i'm going to be 33-years-old,i've only 2 years more to try.The time is clicking .Now it's time to study.