Tomorrow i'm going to PTD Asssment Centre Programme (PAC) in behrang. I don't know why,i become nervous when the date is nearer.Suddenly i'm confuse;should i go or not.It takes 3 days to go through the course.Luckily tomorrow i work 1/2 day & saturday is off day for my company.So tomorrow i just take emergency leave.
I've been to the same programme,if not mistaken 7 years ago at Intan Wilayah Timur,Kemaman.Unfortunately i failed but i didn't feel sad or frustrated.Since that was the first time,so i'm not hoping too much from it.But i 'sulked' almost 7 years after that until last year i applied again for the post & i passed the exam.Now come the 2nd stage of the process,PAC.
I heard the programme was different from what i've attended.It's harder than b4.I understand all the candidates are well chosen.They're the best among the best so there should be strong competition.But from my last experience,it's all depends on u.If u think too much about the course,u'll come with stress.But if u're calm & positive,like me last time,i enjoyed myself very much.Frankly speaking it's not that stressful as some people imagine.
Since the candidates came from all kinds of walks of life;age,gender,status,ur study programme & occupation,we just can't compare with each other.The most important things is we're coming here for the same reason;PTD.
Last time i came to the center just like for a vacation.I stay in a room with 2 beds equipped with air-cond & bathroom with hot shower.It also has a balcony.The center was behind the beach,so one day we're allowed to walk at the beach.So refreshing.The food are good too with if not mistaken 6 meals per day.I met again with old uni friends & also make a few new friends.
The programme was not that too pack.What i remember,there are a few lecture sessions & group activities.We're divided into groups & on that time we're grouped with the people who's name began with the same letter of alphabet.For instant,all candidates' name with alphabet R gathered in one group named group R.Luckily my group has no same name.If not,u can imagine the problem.
We also have to give public speaking in english & malay.Luckily that time one of our group members brought an essei & composition book.So we don't have to write the essei,just memorized them.Thank goodness as we're given a very short time to prepare.They told us about the public speaking on that night & tomorrow morning we've to give the speech.
Every morning we have to attend exercise session but it was fun & it just a simple exercise.But this time,i heard they even have exercise test;we have to run few kms in certain time.Wow,it was tough.No wonder they asked us to bring along at least 2 pairs of sport attire.I hate running.I always jog during my uni years but since i left uni,i stop running & other exercises.Frankly speaking i haven't jog for so long & i don't know whether i can run anymore or not.
So,briefly i've some ideas about the course but still i feel nervous.If i were given a choise,i wouldn't attend it but my fiance were hoping so much on me to go once again.Who knows,this is my destiny.
Here, i jot down a website that give brief info about PAC. http://www.intanbk.intan.my/cda/m_ptd/on_pac.php.
Good luck to everybody who's going for the test.Good luck to me.Do our best.Don't stress too much.
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