Spare Part

Last time i chit chatting with my friend,ain thru ym massenger.The topic of the day,how to find a boyfriend.She already had a boyfriend but he was far away in jb.They met very sheldom.Usually once a month.If they want to meet,she had to go back to jb as her boyfriend has no place to stay if he came to kl.Luckily he paid all the transport expenses from kl to jb & so-forth.But lately there is always excuses or unplanned things happened when she wants to meet him.For instance last month,she wanted to see him but he didn't bring along his car to his rental house.No transport to fetch her up.The week after that,she can't go back bcoz' she is working on alternate week.This week,she is planning to go back to jb but he said he had to work overtime.So,he asked her to meet on the following weekend.Once again,she can't see him bcoz' she had to attend her god-sister's engagement day in ipoh.How about the week after that?Only time will tell.
She felt fade-up with her relationship.The main reason;the distance.She can't face it anymore until she said she had no special feeling for her boyfriend.She only be with him bcoz' she was lonely.If someday she found another man,she will leave her current boyfriend.What a cruel heart she had.She was afraid of lonely.Most of her friends had at least a boyfriend.Others had married.So,she won't loose to her friends.She always said,she is better than her friends in terms of look & jobs,still she can't find a true man for her to fall in love.Everytime she found a man she was madly in love,there were always problems.Whether that man rejected her or the man has already married.But when she found a man who really loves her,she always back off bcoz' the man has not reached her standard.She wants a handsome man, highly educated with a good job & with a big pay.But when she found that kind of guy,that guy rejected her.& now,she found a man with a high education (degree) with a good job & quite big pay (an engineer) but he's not handsome & he always short of money bcoz' he had a lot of debt to pay (car,house,etc.).
She only be with him bcoz' she is lonely & she was afraid to be with no boyfriend.But she has no confident whether they'll be together till the end.He was bz with his job whereas she needed a lot of attention from him.She is a type of girl who needs to be together all the time,who wants to go out all the time.So,she can't bear the distance.The only reason that still save their relationship is she has no one else.He is only a spare part for her.She went out with every man she found.Her reason,she can go out with anybody bcoz' she's not married yet.She has a right to choose.But what about her boyfriend.She can go out with anyone without his knowledge bcoz' he was far away,so her secret is safe.But it's not fair for him.I'm not to anybody's side.Both of them are guilty.He was too bz & seems not very 'bersungguh' with the relationship.Whereas she needs a lot of attention & she didn't believe with 'bercinta biar satu' as long as she is not married.
I don't agree with her but what else can i say.It's her life.It's her decision.What ever happened in the end,she has to bear it by herself.