Doa Untuk Kekasih

*******DOA UNTUK KEKASIH*********

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih lagi MahaPenyayang ..

Ya Allah....

Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan....

Dia milikku tercipta buatku....

Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku....

Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami...

Agar kemesraan itu abadi....

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihi....

Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini....

Ke tepian yang sejahtera dan abadi....

Maka jodohkanlah kami....

Tetapi ya Allah....

Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan

Dia bukan milikku....

Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku....

Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku....

Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan...

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti....

Berikanlah aku kekuatan....

Menolak bayangannya jauh ke dada langit....

Hilang bersama senja yang merah....

Agarku sentiasa tenang....

Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya...

Ya Allah yang tercinta...

Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirMu...

Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan....

Adalah yang terbaik untuk ku...

Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui....

Segala yang terbaik buat hamba-Mu ini....

Ya Allah.....

Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku....

Di dunia dan di akhirat....

Dengarlah rintihan dari hamba-Mu yang dhaif ini...

Janganlah Engkau biarkan aku sendirian....

Di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat...

Menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan

dan kemungkaran....

Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman....

Agar aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina

kesejahteraan hidup...

Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai....

Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh dan solehah....

Ya Allah.....

Berilah kami kebahagiaan di dunia dan

kebahagiaan di akhirat...

Dan peliharalah kami dari azab api neraka....

AMIN...AMIN...AMIN....

Ya rabbal 'aalamiin...

Love That I Want

- Cinta Sejati -

mencinta dan cinta sejati
telah kudapatkan darimu cintaku kekasihku
darimu kutemukan arti cinta yang sebenarnya
bukan hanya khayalan saja
pertama melihatmu aku sudah merasa
kau adalah orangnya belahan jiwaku
dan kau berikan cinta seperti ku mau
dan terwujudlah sudah cinta yang sempurna
mencinta dan cinta sejati
telah kudapatkan darimu cintaku kekasihku
darimu kutemukan arti cinta yang sebenarnya
bukan hanya khayalan saja
pertama melihatmu aku sudah merasa
kau adalah orangnya belahan jiwaku
dan kau berikan cinta seperti ku mau
dan terwujudlah sudah cinta yang sempurna
mencinta dan cinta sejati
telah kudapatkan darimu cintaku kekasihku
darimu kutemukan arti cinta yang sebenarnya
bukan hanya khayalan saja
kasih berjanjilah kepadaku
untuk setia selamanya
mencinta dan cinta sejati
telah kudapatkan darimu cintaku kekasihku
darimu kutemukan arti cinta yang sebenarnya
bukan hanya khayalan saja

Peperiksaan Perkhidmatan Awam Gred 41 (14 Skim Perkhidmatan)

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Tempat Peperiksaan : BILIK KELAS BLOK B, ARAS 3
SEK. MEN. KEB. PANDAN MEWAH
JLN. PANDAN MEWAH 1
AMPANG SELANGOR
55100 KUALA LUMPUR

Tarikh Peperiksaan Bahagian Seksyen Masa Dari Masa Hingga
05/04/2008 UJIAN SAHSIAH 1 A 09:30 10:10
05/04/2008 UJIAN MINAT 1 B 10:40 11:20
05/04/2008 PENGETAHUAN AM 2 A 11:50 12:30
05/04/2008 DAYA MENYELESAIKAN MASALAH 2 B 14:00 14:45
05/04/2008 KEFAHAMAN BAHASA INGGERIS DAN BAHASA MELAYU 2 C 15:15 16:00

Exam.....exam.....exam......

Story Of Life

I love this quote very much as it tells the life journey of oneself.Everyone will face almost every words it brought.So,think about it.....

There comes a point in ur life when u realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore & who will always will.So, don't worry about the people from ur past, there is a reason why they did not make it to ur future.

LIFE is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat u right & forget the ones that don't & believe that everything happens for a reason.If u get a chance take it.If it changes ur life, let it.Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

U gotta take the good with the bad, smile when u sad, love what u got, & remember what u had, always forgive, but never forget, live & love with no regrets! Life isn't about finding urself, its about creating urself.Realize what's important in ur life , what u can live with but more importantly what u can't live without.

LIFE is too short for drama & petty things, so laugh hard, love truly & forgive quickly. Live while u are alive.The people u love that u love them, at every opportunity.Forgive now those who make u cry.U might not get a second chance.

LIFE isn't made up of the breaths u take, but the moments that take ur breath away....The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say u cannot do.Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past~stop stop planning the future~stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel~stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel~Sometimes we just have to go with......"Whatever happens-happens"

It's All Brand New

My tv broke down just a few weeks b4 moving here.It's such a boring day & night when we can do nothing at home during our past time except eating,talking & reading.So yesterday my fiance bought a new 14" tv,non branded type.It cost only rm199.It's all we could afford this time since we've used sums of money to move in.Better than nothing.Our budget is quite tight this month.Luckily my boss didn't deduct my personal loan from my salary this month.If not,mkn pasir la bln ni.

Also,my fiance went to jpn to make his new i/c.At last,he managed to replace his lost i/c after long time using a police report as an identity.I told him to replace it long ago but there's always excuses.Since he's getting a job,he had to have an i/c & in order to withdraw money from his bank account.His atm cards are also lost.He also cut his hair & clear his moustache & beard.He seems very different after such a long time with long hair,moustache & beard.We bought grocceries for this month.Since he went out & got back late & the rains was heavily,we decided to buy ready cooked dishes of fish.We were very surprised when the bill came;rm10 for a 'ikan kembong masak 3 rasa'.U know what,this was the first & last time we're gonna buy any dishes here.This is a rural area yet the price was sooooo expensive than in kl.It only cost rm5 or rm 6 in kl.& the taste is better.Menyesal aku!So,from now on,by hook or by crook,we had to cook ourself so that we can save.Luckily the groceries are cheaper here.There's a supermarket sold grocery with cheap price.The price difference was between 10 to 30 cents compare to mydin supermarket in kl.

Hurt

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you

Hepi April Fool + Hepi Anniversary

April Fools' Day or All Fools' Day, though not a holiday in its own right, is a notable day celebrated in many countries on April 1. The day is marked by the commission of hoaxes and other practical jokes of varying sophistication on friends, enemies and neighbors, or sending them on fools' errands, the aim of which is to embarrass the gullible.
Some believe the original April fool was Ceres, Rome’s Goddess of Agriculture, who was tricked into chasing the echoes of her daughter’s cries for help when the girl was kidnapped by the lord of the underworld.
Some say it dates back to the Julian calendar when April marked the end of the New Year holiday. Still others believe it refers to the tricky weather in Europe during this season.
Whatever the origins, April Fool jokes have been practised since the 13th century in Western Europe and are now celebrated globally.

April Fools! Just kidding.It comes again,every year,w/o fail.Some people have bad experience on this date;the harrasment & embarrasment.Some take serious of the prank-playing,some take it as a joke.Either way,its not a good deed,for me bcoz' we could humilate others.What if it happen to us?Luckily,i had no experience of being 'fools' on this date.All my friends didn't celebrate it as we think it was such a bad behaviour;only fools like to play fools on other people.And we're not fools.

I always remember 1st April;not bcoz' it's an April Fools Day but bcoz' of something that had change my life. It started on the same date 6 years ago;01/04/2002.So today,once again i celebrate my anniversary.May be others think it was the day i met my fiance or the day we declare our love (didn't we?) or the day i was born?No!6 years ago,on the same date,i started my new career here,at smasher group sdn bhd.The day where i moved into a more corporate world with a 'real' job.The day where i feel that my sacrife & struggle have been paid off (even though not 100%). So,it has been 6 years i put my effort,energy & 'brain' into this company.
I remember a few day b4 i start my job.It started when i fed-up with my previous job.No future, no guarantee.So,my fiance took me to see his friend (my boss now).The funny thing is i've been interviewed at the site project office,no air-cond,no proper office.Just wooden bench,open air.I started to work on this date bcoz' it falls on monday.So,it was such a good day to start.I'm the only office staff on that time,assisted by my boss' wife (my current lady boss).We have a few site staffs but i rarely saw them as they worked at other places.As the company progress,i've seen new staffs came in & left but finally i'm the one who manage to last,have the guts to endure all the difficulties.

I met many people during my 'journey',good people,irritate people.But it all make me who i am today;brave enough to face people,more mature,dare to make decision,talkative (brave enough to talk to people),tidak kelam kabut dlm menangani masalah (tdk cepat melatah), & the most important thing is i managed to discover new skills & knowledge.As i worked independently,i learned how to make a decision,the best decision so that it won't effect the company.I've learned how to deal & treat other people as i'm the only one here in the office.Sometimes i felt very tensed as the work is new to me.I've no experience in purchasing material & negotiating.I didn't how how to calculate the material needs,how to read a plan,how to decide what,how much & which material should be used.I'm totally blank as construction is something new to me.But luckily my boss,my manager & other staffs were very generous;they're not tightfisted in terms of knowledge.They treats me well & they taught me a lot.

And now after 6 years,i'm still here.Some people jokingly said;i've sign a lifetime agreement with my boss.Hahaha.Actually i'm also like others,want to move on into a more challenging job,a more worth & significant pay.Maybe people think that i'm afraid to move on.Yes sometimes i did.What if the new job didn't suit me?What if i can't adopt myself with the new people & surroundings?What if the boss & top management too fussy?What if this,what if that?Too many 'if'.It's not that i'm coward or not confident with myself,it's just that i'm not feeling to move on right now.I want to have bigger salary,bigger responsibilty,bigger room (hehehe),bigger spending power. But for now i just comfortable to be here.

So for now,i congratulate myself for the 6 years' hardwork,struggle,hardship,excellent job,etc.Congratulation to me as the only staff who last til' now.